Reviewed by Kana
Who it's for, and whether it holds up.
My Thoughts on After Becoming an Ancient God
"After Becoming an Ancient God" is a novel that definitely took me for a ride. It’s a blend of fantasy, horror, and psychological elements that creates a uniquely unsettling atmosphere. While it wasn’t without its flaws, the core concept and its execution kept me intrigued.
First Impressions
Initially, I was drawn in by the premise: a protagonist, Ke Su, becoming an ancient god after clearing a mysterious game. The early chapters set up an intriguing world of summoned gods and strange occurrences across different dimensions. However, I found myself a bit perplexed by Ke Su's detached demeanor.
What Works Well
The novel truly shines in its exploration of the "eldritch god" concept. The author does a fantastic job portraying the unknowable and often bizarre nature of these beings. The first world, in particular, with its human god and alien mortals, was fascinating. I also appreciated how the story slowly reveals the bigger picture, particularly the true nature of the "game" and Ke Su's role within it. The apocalyptic and horrifying ambience that permeates the story is undeniably captivating.
Areas of Concern
One aspect that gave me pause was Ke Su's character. His apathetic behavior, while eventually explained, can be initially off-putting. I can understand why some readers might find his lack of reaction to horrific events hard to swallow, especially early on. It definitely requires some patience to see how his character develops (or perhaps, doesn't develop in a conventional sense). The pacing could also be an issue for some, as the story takes its time to reveal its secrets, which may lead to it feeling a bit slow at times.
⚠️ Spoiler Warning
Okay, let's talk spoilers. If you want to go in completely blind, skip this section! The biggest twist, which completely reframes the entire narrative, is that the "Ancient God Simulator" isn't a game at all. Ke Su is the god, and the simulator is a construct designed to keep him dreaming, to prevent him from waking up and potentially destroying the universe. This revelation is a game-changer, and how you feel about it will likely determine your overall enjoyment of the novel.
Final Verdict
"After Becoming an Ancient God" is a novel that demands patience and a willingness to embrace the bizarre. While Ke Su's character may not appeal to everyone, the unique premise, the exploration of eldritch themes, and the overarching mystery make it a worthwhile read for those seeking something a bit different. I recommend sticking with it, especially if you enjoy stories that play with perception and reality. Just be prepared for a protagonist who isn't your typical hero.
