I’m the Cruel Saint, but I Want to Help my Dear Husband (Except, I’m Hated)

When I woke up, I couldn’t recall anything. Apparently, I was the ‘Peerless Saint’, and although I had immense power, it was presently sealed. That barely mattered though… “…My husband is too awesome…!?” Before I lost my memory, I was a villain who had ab*sed her power as the strongest saint to cause misdeeds. Oswald, a genius magician, said that we were married solely because he was the only one who could kill me. Thus, he was keeping an eye on me. “Then, if I were to help you, would you date me, Oswald?” “Hmm, if you truly could, I’ll hold your hand and we can go on a date—I get it, stay back, don’t hug me!!” I could no longer use my divine power as the saint and everyone around me despised me. Above all, my newly-married husband loathed me… I’m such a bad wife. For now, let’s keep the fact that I’ve lost my memory a secret. As compensation for my past evil deeds, I’d like to help my beloved husband as much as possible. …But I feel like I can still use divine power that should have been sealed for some reason?

Original Publisher

syosetu

Original Language

japanese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on I’m the Cruel Saint, but I Want to Help my Dear Husband (Except, I’m Hated) This web novel promised a fluffy, heartwarming story, and for the most part, it delivered. "I’m the Cruel Saint, but I Want to Help my Dear Husband (Except, I’m Hated)" centers around Charlotte, a woman with amnesia who is absolutely head-over-heels for her husband, Oswald. The premise itself is simple, but the execution makes it an enjoyable read. ### First Impressions Initially, I was a bit wary of the female lead's overwhelming affection. It can often come across as grating or unrealistic. However, the author cleverly uses Charlotte's amnesia to justify her puppy-like devotion. She's essentially a blank slate, seeing Oswald as this incredible, almost god-like figure, and her reactions, while exaggerated, become endearing rather than annoying. It sets the stage for a lighthearted and somewhat silly story, which is exactly what I was in the mood for. ### What Works Well The dynamic between Charlotte and Oswald is the heart of this story. Oswald's stoic and tolerant personality perfectly complements Charlotte's enthusiastic nature, creating a wonderful comedic chemistry. The story moves at a brisk pace, wrapping up nicely in 63 chapters without overstaying its welcome. I also appreciated the subtle hints of mystery woven into the narrative. Charlotte's slowly surfacing memories, not as recollections but as third-person observations, added a layer of intrigue that kept me engaged. It also allowed for some unexpected character development. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning I need to put a warning here because there's a significant plot point that some may consider a spoiler. Apparently, about halfway through the novel, it's revealed that Charlotte was essentially a puppet of the king, her mind corrupted and manipulated into performing villainous acts. Her amnesia was a self-induced escape from this torment. This revelation adds depth to Charlotte's character and explains her initial "cruel saint" persona. ### Final Verdict Overall, "I’m the Cruel Saint, but I Want to Help my Dear Husband (Except, I’m Hated)" is a delightful and fluffy read. It's a perfect choice if you're looking for a short, heartwarming story with a charming romance and a touch of mystery. While the female lead's initial infatuation might seem off-putting to some, the author masterfully uses amnesia to create a believable and endearing character dynamic. I found myself thoroughly enjoying this lighthearted tale and would recommend it to anyone seeking a feel-good story with a unique twist.