I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

The first time Zhao Yinqing set eyes on Sun Lu, she’d immediately fallen hopelessly in love, and had been dead set on loving him for 12 years. But this love was one-sided. Without even so much as a glance at her, Sun Lu loyally stuck to his white moonlight (first love). Finally, at the age of 26, Zhao Yinqing fell down a flight of stairs. As her soul began to dissipate, she watched wide-eyed as Sun Lu smashed her own grave like a lunatic. He actually hated her to this point! She thought to herself: If I could live again, at the moment I first see you, someone please make me blind! Then, heaven opened its eyes and brought her back to the time when it had all begun. Meeting with Sun Lu once again, Zhao Yinqing told him, “Sun Lu, can you stay away from me?” Sun Lu: “Sure!” Afterwards, listening to his mother, Sun Lu started living in the Zhao family home. “Zhao Yinqing, I’m injured, won’t you console me?”“Zhao Yinqing, it’s been so many years, won’t you look at me?”“Zhao Yinqing, would it kill you to like me, just for a while?”

Original Publisher

jjwxc

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore! "I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!" promised a reincarnation story with a twist, and while it delivered on some fronts, other aspects left me feeling a bit conflicted. It's a novel clearly designed to tug at your heartstrings, exploring themes of unrequited love, second chances, and emotional growth, but whether it succeeds depends heavily on your tolerance for angst and your investment in the main characters. ### First Impressions The premise immediately grabbed my attention: a female lead (FL) reborn after a lifetime of chasing a cold male lead (ML), now determined to ignore him. This setup had the potential for satisfying revenge and character development, and the initial chapters did a solid job of establishing the FL's resolve and the ML's initial indifference. I was definitely intrigued to see how the dynamic would shift. ### What Works Well The character development, particularly that of the ML, is a strong point. He starts as a typical tsundere, but his journey towards understanding his past mistakes and genuinely trying to change is compelling. The FL's initial coldness also felt justified, given her previous experiences. I appreciated that the story didn't shy away from exploring the complexities of their relationship, highlighting the long-lasting impact of past hurts. The side characters also added depth to the story and were not just there for show. ### Areas of Concern My main reservation lies with the pacing and the FL's romantic entanglements. The inclusion of multiple boyfriends felt somewhat unnecessary and detracted from the core narrative. While I appreciate the attempt to show the FL moving on and exploring other relationships, it muddied the waters and made it harder to root for the eventual reunion with the ML. I felt like the FL did not truly accept him, but it only looked like an acquiescence to sleep with ML and nothing else. Also, the story got a little messy after the FL went abroad. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, let's dive into some spoiler-y territory. Several readers have pointed out the ML's… intense reaction to the FL's departure, bordering on self-destructive behavior. While this highlights the depth of his feelings, it also raises concerns about his emotional stability. Additionally, the fact that the FL only "gives it a shot" with the ML after witnessing his struggles suggests a sense of obligation rather than genuine love, which is not a very satisfying conclusion. ### Final Verdict "I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!" is a novel with potential, but it's not without its flaws. If you enjoy stories with significant angst, complex characters, and a focus on emotional growth, you might find this worth a read. However, be prepared for a somewhat convoluted romantic journey and a potentially unsatisfying ending. I'd give it a tentative recommendation with the caveat that it's not for everyone.