Starting Over

Starting Over originated as a story on 2ch by Fafoo, who later took the pen name Sugaru Miaki. He then rewrote it as a novel. “It’s been too long since we took the timeNo-one’s to blame, I know time flies so quicklyBut when I see you darlingIt’s like we both are falling in love againIt’ll be just like starting over, starting over” – (Just Like) Starting OverJohn Lennon This is the story of how upon reaching my twentieth birthday, I was sent back to the age of ten, and lived to be twenty once more.

Original Publisher

media works

Original Language

japanese

Type

Published Novel

## My Thoughts on Starting Over "Starting Over" is a novel that definitely left an impression, and it's one I've been mulling over for a while. With its blend of drama, romance, and psychological elements, it's a story that aims to dig deep, and for the most part, it succeeds. It's easy to see why so many readers have resonated with the MC's struggles and the overall themes explored. ### First Impressions From the beginning, I was drawn into the premise: a second chance at life, but with the heavy burden of past memories. It's a concept ripe with potential for both heartwarming moments and devastating pitfalls, and the author really leans into that. The initial chapters paint a vivid picture of the MC's attempts to recreate a "perfect" past, which quickly spirals into something far more complicated. The relatability factor is strong here; the MC's anxieties and regrets felt incredibly real. ### What Works Well The novel's strength lies in its raw portrayal of emotions. The author has a knack for capturing those complex feelings that are often difficult to articulate. I found myself reflecting on my own life choices and the butterfly effect our decisions have on those around us. The exploration of loneliness, depression, and the search for happiness is handled with a sensitivity that really resonated. Many readers praised the realistic portrayal of the MC's internal struggles and the way the story challenges the notion of a "perfect" life. The ending, while perhaps not universally loved, offered a sense of hope amidst the darkness. ### Areas of Concern While I thoroughly enjoyed "Starting Over", there were a few aspects that gave me pause. The pacing felt uneven at times, with certain sections dragging on while others felt rushed. The resolution of the central conflict, in particular, seemed a bit too convenient for my liking. I can see why some readers felt it was an "asspull" or a somewhat cheap way to wrap things up. Additionally, the heavy reliance on romantic success as a measure of happiness didn't entirely sit well with me. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Some readers have pointed out that the "Netorare" tag might be misleading. While the MC does grapple with the idea of his past love interest being with his "doppelganger," it's more of an internal struggle and a source of emotional turmoil rather than a graphic depiction. Also, some have given warnings on reading the 2ch thread version of the story, suggesting that the 70+ chapter version gives more insight and ideas. ### Final Verdict Overall, I found "Starting Over" to be a worthwhile read. Despite its flaws, it's a thought-provoking and emotionally resonant story that will stick with you long after you've finished the last page. If you're looking for a lighthearted escape, this isn't it. But if you're willing to delve into the darker corners of the human experience and reflect on the complexities of life, then I highly recommend giving this novel a try. I'd give it a solid 4 out of 5 stars.