I K*lled Myself After My Childhood Friend Was C**kolded and I Will Never Trust My Childhood Friend Again. And I’m Going To Destroy the NTR Guy’s Life After 16 Years

It was my childhood friend who came out of the love hotel with the senior who was bullying me. She’s always said that she wants to go out with me, or that she wants to be my wife. My Childhood Friend Was Cuckold And I Killed Myself In Despair. This should have been the end of everything. Also, I, who was reincarnated in the same Japan, will never trust my childhood friend again, and I will absolutely destroy the life of an NTR bastard.

Original Publisher

Unknown

Original Language

japanese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on *I K*lled Myself After My Childhood Friend Was C**kolded and I Will Never Trust My Childhood Friend Again. And I’m Going To Destroy the NTR Guy’s Life After 16 Years* ### First Impressions Okay, the title is… a lot. It definitely grabbed my attention, and I went in expecting a dark and potentially disturbing story. The premise is simple: a betrayed protagonist, reincarnation, and a quest for revenge. It's a recipe for either a cathartic experience or a complete train wreck. I was prepared for either. ### What Works Well Despite the heavy themes, I found myself drawn into the mystery surrounding the protagonist's past and the events leading to his suicide. The author does a decent job of creating a sense of unease and suspense. I especially appreciated the exploration of betrayal and the protagonist's struggle to reconcile his past feelings with the present reality. The pacing is quick, and the story doesn't overstay its welcome. The plot twist regarding the new childhood friend was a welcome surprise, and I enjoyed how it changed the dynamic of the story. I found the exploration of trauma and depression to be handled with a surprising amount of sensitivity. ### Areas of Concern The ending, however, left me feeling somewhat unsatisfied. It felt rushed and didn't quite deliver the emotional punch I was expecting. The motivations behind some characters were a bit unclear. I also found myself questioning some of the plot points. The story could have benefited from more detailed explanations and a deeper exploration of the characters' emotional states. The novel flirts with some heavy themes, and while it does a decent job, I wouldn't recommend this to anyone sensitive to those themes. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, here's where I'm going to delve into some spoiler territory. Some readers felt the ending regarding the original childhood friend, Yui, was ambiguous, leaving it up to the reader to decide whether she was truly a victim or not. This ambiguity frustrated some, while others found it to be a realistic portrayal of uncertainty. The debate surrounding Yui's innocence is a major point of contention and will likely influence your overall enjoyment of the story. ### Final Verdict Overall, *I K*lled Myself After My Childhood Friend Was C**kolded and I Will Never Trust My Childhood Friend Again. And I’m Going To Destroy the NTR Guy’s Life After 16 Years* is a flawed but engaging read. It's a dark and at times depressing story, but it offers a unique exploration of betrayal, revenge, and the struggle to find closure. If you're looking for a quick and thought-provoking read with a touch of mystery and don't mind a potentially unsatisfying ending, this might be worth your time. Just be prepared for some heavy themes and a lingering sense of unease.