Difficult To Control

Xu Qi was jealous of Liao Jin Xue. He knew that the shoes on Liao Jin Xue’s feet would cost him three months’ salary on credit. The starry dial on his wristwatch had real diamonds inlaid in every twinkle. The faint scent of cedarwood on his body reeked of money. He was no longer the pitiful, bullied figure from ten years ago. Xu Qi hated Liao Jin Xue. He saw Liao Jin Xue wrap an arm around his wife’s waist, coaxing a rare, bashful smile from a woman who had never been generous with her affection. Her ring-bearing left hand gently caressed his chest in flirtation, eventually resting obediently against his shoulder. Thirty-year-old Xu Qi had an ordinary face, a meager-paying job, and a marriage on the verge of collapse. Even so, he blamed everything on that young man who seduced his wife—he spied on him, stalked him, cursed him to wake up hideously disfigured one day, to become inhuman for the rest of his life. But fate had other ideas—it played a cruel joke. When he woke from a hangover, he was greeted by blinding light… and the scent of cool cedar lingering beside him. The man lying next to him had sharp, handsome features that matched every single photo he’d secretly taken—like something out of a ridiculous dream. Panicked, he tried to flee, only to be pulled back by Liao Jin Xue, who pressed his lips to the back of his neck and bound him tightly in his arms, his breath cool and indifferent like unmelted snow. “Are you satisfied now?” — Xu Qi was jealous of Liao Jin Xue. He wished for that beautiful face to be ruined, for his charm to wither, for his spending power to vanish. He wanted Liao Jin Xue to become an ugly, repulsive man—one that no one could ever steal away from him. Refined s*umbag, emotionally detached gong x self-loathing and gloomy straight shou

Original Publisher

chang pei (gongzicp)

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on Difficult To Control "Difficult To Control" has been quite the ride so far, and I'm eager to share my impressions. This novel dives deep into some pretty dark themes, so buckle up for a story that's both compelling and, at times, uncomfortable. ### First Impressions Initially, the premise gave me pause, especially with the adultery tag. However, the story quickly reveals a much more complex situation. We're introduced to our MC, who's navigating a loveless marriage and a life burdened by past traumas. He's a character that many readers will either sympathize with or find frustrating, given his passivity. I was immediately drawn into the intricate web of relationships and the underlying tension. ### What Works Well The author excels at creating flawed, realistic characters. The MC's internal struggles and his interactions with the cold, calculating ML are fascinating. The plot is cleverly constructed, with flashbacks that gradually reveal the intertwined past of the two leads. The pacing keeps you hooked, and the exploration of psychological themes is both sensitive and thought-provoking. I found myself completely invested in seeing how these characters would navigate their complex dynamic and whether they could find a path toward healing. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, let's delve into some spoiler territory. It seems the MC's wife might be cheating on him with the ML, who also appears to have a hidden agenda rooted in their shared past. The ML's actions seem driven by revenge, adding another layer of complexity to their relationship. The MC's emotionally abusive family also plays a significant role in shaping his character, and I'm curious to see if he'll ever break free from their influence. ### Final Verdict "Difficult To Control" isn't a light read, but it's a rewarding one. If you're looking for a story with well-developed characters, a compelling plot, and a willingness to explore darker themes, I highly recommend giving it a try. Just be prepared for a rollercoaster of emotions and some potentially triggering content. I'm eagerly anticipating the next chapters and seeing how this complex relationship unfolds.