Cold Fever

Tohru lost his most of his memory in an accident. He can’t remember anything that happened from the past six years. But with time, yet he struggles, he slowly recovers his memory. He feels as if he is a different person now, and he hates “the other guy” – the “himself” from six years ago… And thinking, Fujishima was his friend, felt like he was being watched over like a guardian angel but in the end he’s betrayed. Miserable and emotionally drained, Tohru is trying not to relive in the shadow of his past. He is trying to move on with his new life… but harder he tries, he finds himself being pulled in by Fujishima.

Original Publisher

biblos

English Publisher

june

Original Language

japanese

Type

Light Novel

## My Thoughts on Cold Fever Alright, let's dive into "Cold Fever." This one's a bit of a rollercoaster, and not always in a fun way. It's definitely a story that leaves an impression, whether good or bad depends on your tolerance for dark themes and flawed characters. ### First Impressions Going in, I knew this was going to be heavy. The tags alone – abusive characters, child abuse, psychological themes – were a clear warning. It's a sequel to "Cold Light," and apparently picks up with Toru and Fujishima after some semblance of happiness. However, that happiness is shattered when Toru regains his memories and forgets their time together, reverting to a more... difficult version of himself. ### What Works Well What I found most compelling, and what seems to be a recurring sentiment, is the depth of the characters. They are deeply flawed, and their actions, however reprehensible, are rooted in their past traumas. Toru's attitude, while not excusable, is understandable considering his history. Fujishima's desperate attempts at atonement, even when met with abuse, paint a picture of a man grappling with his own demons. The series doesn't shy away from the darkness, and that commitment to exploring the characters' inner turmoil is a strong point. The plot and character actions are all deeply rooted in the past. ### Areas of Concern The sheer amount of abuse, angst, and drama is a major point of concern. It's not a light read by any means, and the depictions of cruelty can be difficult to stomach. I can understand why some readers would be turned off by the constant negativity and the morally grey (or outright black) nature of the characters. Also, Fujishima's acceptance of abuse might not sit well with everyone, and could be seen as enabling rather than redemptive. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, so here's where things get a bit spoilery. Apparently, the catalyst for the conflict is Toru regaining his old memories and forgetting everything that happened during his amnesia. This leads to a complete personality shift, with the "cute and loved-to-bake-cake Toru" being replaced by a "foul mouthed & distant Toru." This change is the core of the conflict and drives much of the plot. ### Final Verdict "Cold Fever" is a challenging and potentially triggering read. If you're looking for a lighthearted romance, steer clear. However, if you're drawn to complex, flawed characters and are willing to wade through some darkness, you might find something worthwhile here. It's a story that stays with you, even if not always for the right reasons. I'd recommend proceeding with caution and knowing your limits before diving in.