After Returning to China, the Paranoid Boyfriend Went Crazy

1.The 21-year-old Xu Ci, spoiled by Fu Sheng, became independent and domineering. After Fu Sheng went overseas, Xu Ci grew sensitive and paranoid. At 23, Xu Ci reunited with Fu Sheng at the birthday party of the crew’s female lead. He extinguished a lit cigarette in his palm, tiptoed to give Fu Sheng a fiery kiss, and possessively declared to the boy who had confessed to Fu Sheng, “Please don’t get involved with a married man.” Yes, they had been separated for three years, but they never broke up. 2. After reuniting with Fu Sheng, Xu Ci had three desires: To hug him, kiss him, and imprison him with his feelings so he could only ever look at Xu Ci. The scar on Xu Ci’s wrist, the drugs he carefully hid, and his sleepless nights all seemed to be unintentionally revealed in front of Fu Sheng. How do you gain love forever? By making the one who loves you feel a debt they can never repay. How do you possess someone forever? By letting them know you cannot live without them. 3. Three years ago, Fu Sheng, exhausted from balancing work and Xu Ci’s suspicions, suggested they take a break to calm down. Unexpectedly, when he saw Xu Ci again, the rose he had so carefully nurtured was nearly withered. After painstakingly protecting it, he once again embraced the scarred bird. He bought a new home for the willing bird to nest, but while moving, he found a diary that detailed Xu Ci’s numerous schemes against him. [Xu Ci vs. Fu Sheng] [The scheming, paranoid, and emotionally unstable beauty (shou) vs. the calm, rational, and soft-hearted protector (gong)] The main character struggles with mental illness in the early stages but gradually improves later.

Original Publisher

jjwxc

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on After Returning to China, the Paranoid Boyfriend Went Crazy ### First Impressions Okay, so "After Returning to China, the Paranoid Boyfriend Went Crazy" definitely grabbed my attention with that title. It's a mouthful, but it sets the stage for the drama to come. Diving in, I quickly realized this isn't your fluffy, lighthearted romance. We're dealing with some heavy themes here – think psychological complexities, mature content, and characters who are far from perfect. The entertainment circle backdrop adds another layer, but it's clear the core of the story lies in the intense dynamic between the two male leads. ### What Works Well What really stands out to me is how flawed and realistic the main characters are. The protagonist, Xu Ci, is especially fascinating. He's not a "good" person in the traditional sense; he's possessive, insecure, and even manipulative. His world revolves around Fu Sheng, the male lead, and he's terrified of losing him. This possessiveness stems from a place of deep-seated insecurity and a fear of abandonment. Fu Sheng, on the other hand, appears to be the "better" one initially. He's protective and seemingly more stable. However, he's not a pushover either. He has his own boundaries and knows how to handle Xu Ci's… eccentricities. The story explores how he gradually adjusts to Xu Ci's true nature, ultimately wanting to be accepted for who he is, flaws and all. I appreciate the author's willingness to delve into these darker aspects of love and relationships. It's a refreshing change from the typical idealized romances we often see. The novel doesn't shy away from depicting the characters' struggles and their morally grey choices. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Okay, proceed with caution because I'm about to get into some details that could spoil the story for you. It's revealed that Xu Ci's manipulative tendencies and paranoia developed during a period when Fu Sheng was abroad and their relationship was on a break. This backstory adds a layer of understanding to Xu Ci's actions, making him a more sympathetic, albeit flawed, character. We also see how the ML gradually adjusts to the MC's character. ### Final Verdict "After Returning to China, the Paranoid Boyfriend Went Crazy" isn't for everyone. If you're looking for a light and fluffy romance with perfect characters, this isn't it. However, if you appreciate morally grey characters, intense drama, and a story that explores the darker side of love and obsession, then I highly recommend giving this novel a try. It's a complex and thought-provoking read that will stay with you long after you finish it. Just be prepared for a rollercoaster of emotions!