After I Was Erased by the System, She Went Mad

Shen Xiaoyu has a secret. She’s a transmigrator into a book, with a system that tasks her with winning over the psychopathic antagonist, Su Huan. For this purpose, she stayed by Su Huan’s side for ten years, attending to her every need, following her every word, even gradually losing herself in the process. She accompanied Su Huan from being a newcomer to becoming a top actress, but even so, the mission wasn’t successful. Until the system announced: her life has entered a thirty-day countdown. She finally gave up, actively withdrawing from Su Huan’s world, waiting for the system’s erasure to come. … Su Huan also has a secret; she can hear the conversations between Shen Xiaoyu and the system. This is how Shen Xiaoyu entered her life, like a beam of light dispersing all the darkness in her life. Su Huan knew her purpose, but couldn’t help wanting to draw more warmth from her, even greedily wanting to keep her. For this, Su Huan treated Shen Xiaoyu with hot and cold behavior, controlling the progress of the mission. She thought this way, Shen Xiaoyu would stay by her side forever. Until that day, when the mission-failed Shen Xiaoyu fell into her arms covered in blood, gradually losing her breath. Su Huan completely lost her mind. … Years later, Shen Xiaoyu, who had returned to the real world, heard the system’s voice again. “Host, your wife has gone mad, and your daughter has become dark at such a young age. Are you really not going back to see them?” Shen Xiaoyu was shocked. Su Huan actually gave birth to a daughter for her. After much hesitation, she made another deal with the system: complete the mission and bring back her daughter. So she was sent back to that world by the system, with all her memories erased. In her hazy state, she seemed to hear the system muttering: “Poor Su Huan, if she knew that the host’s target this time isn’t her, she’d probably go mad again.” When Shen Xiaoyu woke up again, she was completely confused: Su Huan, who’s that?

Original Publisher

jjwxc

Original Language

chinese

Type

Web Novel

## My Thoughts on After I Was Erased by the System, She Went Mad Okay, buckle up, because "After I Was Erased by the System, She Went Mad" is a wild ride. I went in expecting a sweet yuri romance with some angst, and… well, I definitely got the angst, but the sweetness was more like a fleeting mirage in a desert of dog-blood drama. This novel is definitely not for the faint of heart, and I can see why it's garnered such varied reactions. ### First Impressions The premise is undeniably intriguing: a protagonist tasked with redeeming blackened characters in a novel world, only to face memory loss and increasingly complex missions. The system aspect, along with the transmigration elements, immediately grabbed my attention. I was prepared for some emotional turmoil, but nothing could have prepared me for the level of chaos that unfolded. ### What Works Well Despite the overwhelming negativity, there's a certain addictive quality to the sheer absurdity of it all. The plot, while convoluted, keeps you guessing, and the characters, as infuriating as they can be, are undeniably memorable. There's a raw, almost unhinged energy to the writing that, if you're in the right mood, can be strangely captivating. I will say it's nice that the MC is able to finish her missions and get a reward despite it all. ### Areas of Concern Honestly, where do I even begin? The characters are frequently irrational and make decisions that defy logic, and the "romance" often veers into unhealthy obsession and manipulation. The plot twists can feel arbitrary and exist solely to crank up the drama. There are some heavy trigger warnings here, including implied assault, abuse, and themes of child endangerment. If you're looking for a lighthearted read, this is definitely not it. The lack of a romance tag should have been a red flag, and I feel like the psychological tag is very accurate. ### ⚠️ Spoiler Warning Seriously, if you want to experience this train wreck firsthand, skip this section. The ending is... messy, to say the least. Multiple characters die or are left in ambiguous situations, and the ultimate resolution feels somewhat unsatisfying. The world is left in shambles, and many loose ends are left untied. The story ends with the MC waking up in her original world with her daughter, but the futures of the novel world and its inhabitants remain uncertain. ### Final Verdict "After I Was Erased by the System, She Went Mad" is a rollercoaster of emotions, a chaotic blend of drama, psychological themes, and questionable romance. It's not a perfect novel by any means, but if you're looking for something that will challenge your expectations and leave you utterly bewildered, this might just be your cup of tea. Just be prepared for a frustrating, and potentially triggering, experience.